with you.

you make me happy for several reasons that you'll never know; let me count the ways:

• you look so good with facial hair, so so so good
• you make me feel content
• you laugh at even the most pointless things i say
• you carry on amazing conversations
• you are so spontaneous
• you have fabulous fashion sense
• you share a passion for one of my passions
• you are just as active as i am
• you have many similarities to my dad
• you are a "mans-man"
• you are a problem solver
• you are able to be just the right amount of sensitive
• you have the most contageous smile
• you allow me to just be myself, and you listen
• you keep my world interesting

I hope you never read this, it opens up all my vulnerabilities, and lays them on the table, but if you do....you will know who you are. I wish you didn't leave to hang out with other girls...i wish you saw me the way i see you, i wish..i wish...i wish...
lonliness is upon me...will you ever know? will you ever care? will you ever think of me that way? i wish...i wish...i wish....